Hi! Today is my first off day! Haha! And 14th month of my dearest boyf! Time flies seriously! Ofcoz spending my day wisely with him! Had a movie date! Haha! Really enjoy my day with my pig! So gonna miss him when I work this whole week liao :( can't see him unless he come find me HAHAHA. (wait long long lor :p) Though a simple day like that, but I'm happy heheheh xDD And, finally applied for my higher nitec! hope can get the course I want!
really sians! Back to work tmr! ok bye!

Hiiiiii. It's a stay home Monday today. Haaha. I'm so guai lol :D Always feel like going for a run, but.. I'm too lazy. :( Basically, rotting my day away. Thinking of what course I wanna to study on the next part of my life. and seriously i've NO idea what I want in future. I've NO plans at all. So failure of me. Shall spend some time tmr to choose my course. dhen after that chiong work alr, to save up for my future. I don't wanna rely anyone coz I know rely on myself is the best. I feel so fucked up at home. Like talking to wall one sometimes. So I still feel that going out to meet my boyf is the best. Seeing him makes me happy also. Stay at home is like, making me a loner. So lonely. Pathetic. Tmr meeting my happy pill alrdy! So happy of coz. c: missyou miss you.
Shall go sleep already.
Goodnight!

Hi! It's Saturday today! Today mood was very very sucky. My face expression totally just changed and I don't feel like talking.
All I feel like doing was just to cry. Yes, I cry damn easily I know. Tried to control my tears all the way. Damn it. Emotional me.
Kept quiet for almost 1/4 of the day. Thoughts and thoughts just went through my mind but I don't know what am I thinking actually. The feeling is like, I just wanna be alone. The "Just leave me alone" feeling. And idk why. weirdo.
My boyf used to be my happy pill. I'll be happier when I see him. But today, it just doesn't works.
I guess my mood was rlly bad to the extreme. And ofcoz slowly, my mood turns a little better.
I mean how not to be happy when I see my happy pill. :p (shy)
Oh, just nothing much to blog today. Decided to blog because I'm a sucker at expressing my feelings and rather keeping to myself. Swallowing all the sorrows into my stomach and take it myself. Because I don't wish to rely and burden anyone. But well, who would actually gives a fuck?
Anyw, working tmr, so sayonara.
xoxo.

Hi! It had been since half a year since I'd blogged. Coz basically I'm too lazy to blog. :(
Sians, recently mood is not very good. Thinking a lot a lot about the future. And don't know what will happen in the future. What I'm gonna gain or worse to worse, lose. Those insecure thinking made me having some insecure feelings :l. So i'm gng cherish what I'd now. Nobody knows what will happen the very next moment either.
Okay enough of emo stuffs. Shall post some happy stuffs ! (:
For the past few days had been meeting my pig boyf! Haha ytd was a tiring day and my legs are sore! Totally walk the whole day with the pig of mine. :D Dhen met up with my bestie also just nice. xD Went bugis to walk walk my mission accomplished ah, didn't bought anything at bugis. Muhahah! In fact I didn't even shop in Singapore since when I'm back from Bkk lor! Save money! Hahaha. Anyway, I guess I'm gonna start work soon! Means lesser time to meet my boyf. Why oh why. Why doesn't he stay just beside me? Why god why? Am gng miss him. Hopes he behaves when i'm working HAHAHAH :P . (Oops baby) I wonder if I post this link on facebook will my boyfriend come and look? HAHAHA. I bet not xD. Currently bored at home! Gonna listen some music and relax myself! Mom giving me black face for going out almost everyday. pfft. why you like that. :/ Anyway, time flies siah. Now, 2014. I'm turning 19 soon. T.T I feel so old. 1 more year to hit 20. OHMYGOD. Just stab me please. Time please slow down. I don't wanna be old though I'll get much more freedom. But I wanna be forever 18 and young :( Okay enough of my nonsense. Shall stop here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeee :D -edited- Why my blog so weird. Today is Friday and it appears as Thursday. LOL WHATTTTTT. OK BYE!
Imissyou.

Heylo people! Today went gym and run! I srsly need to exercise and lose weight. I'm way too fat :( My bf say i've fat tights. T.T What is this. Ohwell, after that comp all the way till now. I guess my comp gg explode. * I hope not * Tmr gg town w my best friend, sy! Finally. After we graduate from sec sch we had not been going out often! Tmr gg take polariod with her! Hais, i so no mood idk why. :( Stress. Ohya, 5 more days to pay day faster please! And next week is a happy week! *winkwink* Sometimes, i hate people that show me attitude. I can't stand it. If you're not happy, dhen just don't talk to me and fuck off from my life thx. ohwell, whatever. Oh that's it for today. :)

Hi! it had been since a long time since i blogged. around half a year? HAHAHAA. I'M BACK YO! With a happy life! :D Reading my past posts, make me feel stupid! I'm still alive! :D HEHEHHE. OK BYE!

Hiiiiiiiii. So long no blog. :/ Hais, sucky feelings! - Hoho monday i think going bugis with HuiZhong! <3 bye!
ah, btw I've deleted all my sad post below! I'm gonna start afresh and try to me a happy and brand new me ! (:

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Hi, it's 11:36pm and i'm here blogging. :) .
Fuck my mood siah. Gosh.
I'm turning crazy haha omg no work for 2 weeks = no money. :(
Tmr going out with Jh bby go lan with her!
haha so long no go out with her alrdy!
Yay, bro going camp = house peace = (y).
Haha.
Sian, why am I missing someone nowwwwwwwwww? Like now? Omg.
Like hi can you see i'm blogging about you?!?!?
I don't think so :( .
Do you still stalk my bloggggggggggggg? >:O
I don't think so either.
Sigh, k bye.