Hi! It's Saturday today! Today mood was very very sucky. My face expression totally just changed and I don't feel like talking.
All I feel like doing was just to cry. Yes, I cry damn easily I know. Tried to control my tears all the way. Damn it. Emotional me.
Kept quiet for almost 1/4 of the day. Thoughts and thoughts just went through my mind but I don't know what am I thinking actually. The feeling is like, I just wanna be alone. The "Just leave me alone" feeling. And idk why. weirdo.
My boyf used to be my happy pill. I'll be happier when I see him. But today, it just doesn't works.
I guess my mood was rlly bad to the extreme. And ofcoz slowly, my mood turns a little better.
I mean how not to be happy when I see my happy pill. :p (shy)
Oh, just nothing much to blog today. Decided to blog because I'm a sucker at expressing my feelings and rather keeping to myself. Swallowing all the sorrows into my stomach and take it myself. Because I don't wish to rely and burden anyone. But well, who would actually gives a fuck?
Anyw, working tmr, so sayonara.
xoxo.